madisonpaige*

I AMM SOOOOO SICK OF STUDYINGG!!!!!!!!! fuckkk the regentss.

9 lasts
1. Cigarette: ew, no.
2. Beverage: waterrr
3. Kiss: memorialday weekend
4. Hug: today
5. Movie seen: sex and the city:)
6. CD played: ugh nolol
7. Song listened to: breakeven

8 have you evers
1. Dated one of your best friends: yep
2. Skinny dipped: not that i remember
3. Kissed somebody and regretted it: uhm yeah..
4. Fallen in love: twice
5. Lost someone you loved:yeap
7. Been drunk and threw up: ewie no haha
8. Kissed in a vehicle: Yepp

7 states you’ve been to
newjersey, maryland, connecticut, ohio, california, florida, northcarolina, hawaii

6 things you’ve done this week
1. sleep

2. eat

3. study

4. cry…alot

5. watch tv

6. think.

5 favourite things in no order
1. music
2. movies
3. friends
4.laughing 
5. soccer

4 people you last talked to
1. Joe moran
2. jeff barasso
3. joe martinico
4. marisaa

3 wishes
1. have you back
2.  smile again
3. get good grades

2 things you want to be when you grow up
1. interior decorator
2. photographer 

1 thing you regret
1. loosing you

i hate this. i feel alone. i feel stranded. i feel unwanted. i feel untouched. i wish i could go back in time and fix all my flaws. i wish i could be exactly what you wanted. i hate my mom she keeps fucking annoying me about the computer its so annoying. if she wants to help me she should just leave me the fuck alone. my friends suck. nobody but one person wants to talk to me. they dont give a shit what im going through. all they do is flaunt their boys infront of me and i have to be ok with that. i wish you would understand me more. why cant you just love me back. why cant i just be happy again, without you. why dont you want me. it takes someone so heartless to do this. i cant feel anymore. you drained the life out of me. i wish you would realize that im whats good for you. hopefully if u finally do it wont be too late. life. sucks</3